Confidence. That is something that doesnít seem to come easily lately. I know I would be unstoppable if I just get some, but I find it doesnít come when I need it. Sometimes I just wish I could just go to H&M and buy a nice pair of confidence, but it doesnít work that way. Well, sometimes I do go to H&M to find a cute number to make me feel better, but that confidence is usually short lived.
Itís the hard truth that in order to get it, you have to look inward and make some changes, and usually they are difficult. Unfortunately, I usually feel confident, when I have outside sources telling me Iím awesome. A cute boy kissing me; people at the job telling me Iím doing well. When those things arenít present, I get very lost. And of course, people can smell it when you are insecure and, hence boys donít ask you out; co-workers become unhappy with you. Exactly what you donít want to be happening.
One thing that provides hope is, I know so many ladies that are at their best in their 30s. They seem more comfortable in their skin. I hope that will be the case for me.